mky mky mky mky mky
22.04.13 | 9:38 am
i want to be in my old house at murray, walking to the library to do homework on the third floor, walking to dairy queen with my friends for a late snack, sitting in the living room with everyone crowded around and watching dr. horrible, feeling as though i were in the right place at the right time, as though all of the shit i dealt with until then was worth it because i was surrounded by all of these people who loved me so unconditionally, not feeling lost because i don't know where to go anymore.
i miss that security.
for a year now i've felt consistently lost.
i still don't know what i'm doing.
(i don't think i ever will.)