seth vs james
17.11.21 | 4:47 pm
and yet in the back of my head, i'm still comparing this to the experience of james. the addictive quality he had, how i wanted to talk to him constantly and vice versa, how nearly every message made my stomach flip in the best way possible. how often he told me how cute i was and how lovely i was, and how free i felt to tell him the same.
i know these things aren't ever going to be the same. and logically, i know that this slow burn is healthier, and way less devastating. this feels good, this thing with seth. he's sweet. he's good.
but james is still, annoyingly, in the back of my mind.