23.04.24 - nanny
11.04.24 - -
13.03.24 - wow i haven't really cried for real in a while huh
19.02.24 - off my sertraline
15.01.24 - mini update
21.11.23 - errant thoughts
22.10.23 - but we soldier on
07.09.23 - a bout of self disgust
01.08.23 - last weekend before school
18.07.23 - splitting time
16.07.23 - idk about that
12.07.23 - atami
24.06.23 - short update
01.06.23 - -
16.05.23 - there is so much more to this than this little entry
10.05.23 - -
07.05.23 - -
07.05.23 - feeling emotional
21.03.23 - -
12.03.23 - stagnant
07.03.23 - -
20.02.23 - -
09.02.23 - tired
31.01.23 - the most frustrating thing about seth
22.01.23 - sami, three years later
19.01.23 - random idk
17.01.23 - bow down to carbs
11.01.23 - -
28.12.22 - -
21.12.22 - -
17.12.22 - -
12.12.22 - thoughts on health anxiety
06.12.22 - -
08.11.22 - day off and it's all anxiety
23.10.22 - -
09.10.22 - cumberland falls
28.09.22 - -
13.09.22 - lucky
30.08.22 - -
24.08.22 - -
18.08.22 - august tired.
02.08.22 - backsliding on mental health
29.07.22 - wake up
22.07.22 - back from europe, dreams, etc.
28.06.22 - anxiiiiiiiety
16.06.22 - physically, emotionally
08.06.22 - chilly in here
18.05.22 - overwhelmed
01.05.22 - -
24.04.22 - the future is bright
13.04.22 - calm
28.03.22 - busy but good
15.03.22 - an actual update
24.02.22 - -
10.02.22 - bday update
01.02.22 - -
24.01.22 - no surprise here
19.01.22 - real love is very quiet, very still
12.01.22 - -
30.12.21 - random update
07.12.21 - this feels nice
01.12.21 - we'll see
22.11.21 - this is a nice development
17.11.21 - seth vs james
10.11.21 - codependent
09.11.21 - -
07.11.21 - -
06.11.21 - boosted
24.10.21 - strep
18.10.21 - that's all.
17.10.21 - also, the new season of You is amazing
16.10.21 - i did feel like i'd been struck by lightning. but he doesn't want to talk to me anymore.
15.10.21 - ready for autumn
12.10.21 - -
11.10.21 - -
11.10.21 - okay universe i get it thanks
09.10.21 - i still think about you before bed
08.10.21 - okay then
05.10.21 - even more of the same
04.10.21 - someday
02.10.21 - more of the same
30.09.21 - -
28.09.21 - -
26.09.21 - still just fucking crying
26.09.21 - brb just gonna cry all day bye
24.09.21 - this is ... unkind
21.09.21 - vaccines and babies
19.09.21 - -
16.09.21 - quick update
07.09.21 - new workout plan
06.09.21 - -
06.09.21 - musings on what will likely happen soon
27.08.21 - ted lasso is so good that you should watch it immediately
25.08.21 - maybe the beginning of the end probably
15.08.21 - idk. it's just nice.
06.08.21 - -
04.08.21 - a sunnier outlook
02.08.21 - in response to the previous entry
02.08.21 - wheels down safely :)
28.07.21 - i feel very lucky at the moment
27.07.21 - so thank you, james, for that
13.07.21 - thinking about matt
10.07.21 - school schedule
03.07.21 - peek into my negative mindset currently
27.06.21 - just watching bo burnham's special on loop forever i guess
25.06.21 - hydroxyzineeeeeeeeeee
24.06.21 - -
23.06.21 - 8 miles
16.06.21 - -
14.06.21 - juste pour te plaire
09.06.21 - -
29.05.21 - rambling about how joe sucks, i guess
22.05.21 - let the world heal a bit
19.05.21 - i’m sad tonight
16.05.21 - another year here
09.05.21 - idk where i stand on literally anything else tho so
05.05.21 - joe
28.04.21 - some notes about life lately i suppose, mostly a dream
21.04.21 - skipping beats
11.04.21 - 7.5 miles
10.04.21 - -
31.03.21 - -
29.03.21 - ugh
26.03.21 - i'm tired. one week to spring break.
23.03.21 - exercise anxiety, i guess
16.03.21 - -
15.03.21 - dating. it's bad. shocker.
09.03.21 - i guess my anxiety is flaring
07.03.21 - Jo March spelling it all out for me
07.03.21 - -
07.03.21 - just a reminder for myself
01.03.21 - -
26.02.21 - hey at least i'm fully vaccinated now
15.02.21 - -
12.02.21 - i think i'm sad because my birthday is tomorrow
06.02.21 - one girl
31.01.21 - end of january, date with jake
29.01.21 - random thoughts while at work
24.01.21 - feels like i'm under the dark
22.01.21 - that’s how i feel. that’s all
20.01.21 - jan20
18.01.21 - -
17.01.21 - -
11.01.21 - real cool to spiral this week
10.01.21 - -
07.01.21 - so many things
03.01.21 - so this is the new year (but i do feel a little different)
27.12.20 - lucky
27.12.20 - that took a turn
23.12.20 - i have to rewatch bojack now
20.12.20 - i guess this is just me complaining a lot
18.12.20 - -
17.12.20 - a diagnoooooooooosis
15.12.20 - 160/120
13.12.20 - i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine
13.12.20 - a rambling mess of a morning
10.12.20 - "i'm afraid we may live too far apart."
07.12.20 - let me know you
30.11.20 - it's probably anxiety
28.11.20 - heart palpitations
23.11.20 - back to the basement
18.11.20 - school
15.11.20 - -
13.11.20 - anxious energy
08.11.20 - i thought i didn't have anything to say
02.11.20 - this took a turn i guess idk
01.11.20 - mky
27.10.20 - curry
27.10.20 - thoughts
26.10.20 - i truly cannot
25.10.20 - i could fall asleep right at this desk
23.10.20 - -
21.10.20 - solitude
16.10.20 - à quoi bon ?
14.10.20 - my stomach feels weird every night
11.10.20 - -
10.10.20 - -
09.10.20 - patterns
08.10.20 - sage advice
07.10.20 - should i stay or should i go now...
07.10.20 - official
06.10.20 - -
02.10.20 - -
29.09.20 - i had a really good french lesson is all
26.09.20 - i've got to stop being so mean to myself all the time
25.09.20 - just sad
24.09.20 - ugh
23.09.20 - feelings
19.09.20 - stress stress baby
16.09.20 - saaaaame number
15.09.20 - normal people: five stars
15.09.20 - third entry in one night cool cool cool
15.09.20 - i am such a sucker for some shitty unrequited love
15.09.20 - and yet
14.09.20 - i'd prefer not to
13.09.20 - -
10.09.20 - rhum coca
07.09.20 - seven miles
05.09.20 - -
04.09.20 - -
04.09.20 - -
03.09.20 - it’s upsetting i guess
02.09.20 - B2-C1
31.08.20 - emma is so cute sleeping on my bed
30.08.20 - august birthdays
27.08.20 - good to me
26.08.20 - back to france i think
25.08.20 - -
24.08.20 - it's all just a practice in letting go
23.08.20 - i can't think of an appropriate title for this.
20.08.20 - good moments
19.08.20 - -
18.08.20 - -
17.08.20 - be better
16.08.20 - bref...
15.08.20 - "i liked your body then and i'll love it now too"
09.08.20 - a buncha random stuff
06.08.20 - -
05.08.20 - i am so 30
04.08.20 - habits and gratefulness
02.08.20 - sunday stream of consciousness
29.07.20 - would it be enough if i could never give you peace?
26.07.20 - all i do is try, try, try
23.07.20 - constantly tired
19.07.20 - salinger, etc.
18.07.20 - literally all i can do is wait
15.07.20 - another brother divorce
12.07.20 - downside of a compliment
11.07.20 - it’s just Hamilton but
08.07.20 - -
06.07.20 - fam fam
06.07.20 - post vacay
03.07.20 - stuff
28.06.20 - -
26.06.20 - random stuff today
22.06.20 - parents
21.06.20 - -
21.06.20 - silly
20.06.20 - pw
18.06.20 - reading and 4w3
17.06.20 - rim rock trail
13.06.20 - i can hear them in the living room
12.06.20 - i'm so hungry and i ate lunch like two hours ago it's unfair
10.06.20 - the real mvps
09.06.20 - just another entry fucking repeating myself
08.06.20 - srsly
06.06.20 - now
04.06.20 - not quite 30
03.06.20 - blm
01.06.20 - home
28.05.20 - mostly the latter
28.05.20 - 10K
27.05.20 - -
26.05.20 - i’m gonna be just fine
23.05.20 - in one week, i'll be gone
22.05.20 - -
21.05.20 - 5.01 miles
20.05.20 - honestly feel 100000x better
18.05.20 - this one's a bit depressing lol
17.05.20 - wise up
17.05.20 - whatever
17.05.20 - it’s not a great day
16.05.20 - these thoughts in my head
15.05.20 - honestly a perfect finale though
15.05.20 - uncertainty
13.05.20 - -
12.05.20 - i want to talk about this more later, esp. "personal failure"
11.05.20 - better
10.05.20 - -
10.05.20 - why am i like this tho
08.05.20 - -
07.05.20 - -
06.05.20 - an entry that is nicer to myself
04.05.20 - roll!
03.05.20 - my jacket
02.05.20 - feeling slightly better
01.05.20 - -
30.04.20 - love in french
30.04.20 - open windows
29.04.20 - i wanna go home
28.04.20 - clarity
27.04.20 - 27:32
26.04.20 - dream vs reality
25.04.20 - -
24.04.20 - -
24.04.20 - some positivity
22.04.20 - shame train
21.04.20 - -
21.04.20 - -
20.04.20 - it is now 9:55pm
18.04.20 - this is what i'll remember of quarantine, i think
18.04.20 - morning thoughts
17.04.20 - -
16.04.20 - universe giving me what i don't want but need
15.04.20 - maybe my next project will be writing something worthwhile and interesting
14.04.20 - at least there's that
12.04.20 - stuff about bodies and what have you
12.04.20 - really i am so ridiculous
12.04.20 - everything. i mean, not you
11.04.20 - -
11.04.20 - -
09.04.20 - cocoon
08.04.20 - -
08.04.20 - the logical solution
07.04.20 - today i
06.04.20 - "we'll do that over a lot of wine someday"
04.04.20 - -
03.04.20 - -
03.04.20 - the same dream
02.04.20 - it's fine actually. but still
29.03.20 - oh, jo
29.03.20 - blank, really
26.03.20 - -
24.03.20 - most ardently
23.03.20 - an actual update where i'm not spiraling
22.03.20 - -
21.03.20 - -
21.03.20 - -
20.03.20 - -
20.03.20 - -
19.03.20 - -
18.03.20 - busy
17.03.20 - -
17.03.20 - stop being so fucking stupid
16.03.20 - forty-five days
15.03.20 - "ça me fait plaisir"
14.03.20 - cue the freaking out
14.03.20 - is this the way it’s always destined to go?
12.03.20 - gonna be stuck here forever probably
09.03.20 - sleepy
08.03.20 - i said, he can't say these things to me, it makes me think he's in love with me (and he's not)
04.03.20 - running
04.03.20 - -
01.03.20 - weekends
29.02.20 - a good night
27.02.20 - jérémy i guess
27.02.20 - tired
25.02.20 - -
24.02.20 - my only recurring dreams
23.02.20 - we are united against how terrible dating is, so there's that
17.02.20 - -
16.02.20 - not ideal
16.02.20 - so much negative energy coursing through my body
15.02.20 - mostly me being angry
14.02.20 - 30 is cool
12.02.20 - nearly thirty
12.02.20 - -
10.02.20 - it’s like i’ve been homesick all year
09.02.20 - here we are now, entertain us
08.02.20 - i am drinking wine and WALLOWING, hello
06.02.20 - david and birthday, etc.
05.02.20 - -
03.02.20 - the good and the bad
02.02.20 - -
02.02.20 - hugo again because of course
31.01.20 - -
31.01.20 - water and david
28.01.20 - sleeeeepy. also there's no water pressure in my apt, cool
26.01.20 - i'm tired of this taking up space in my brain
25.01.20 - and now my internet is out again
24.01.20 - -
23.01.20 - not about meeeeeeeeeeee
22.01.20 - gentle but effective
21.01.20 - manu
19.01.20 - this is a very bad weekend
18.01.20 - -
18.01.20 - enough
17.01.20 - this is me ranting about how i'ma be alone forever mostly
15.01.20 - café de jeux
14.01.20 - i can feel it in my bones, i'm gonna spend my whole life alone
12.01.20 - out for the day
11.01.20 - i cant take my eyes offa you
10.01.20 - meet you at the statue in an hour
09.01.20 - sweet little babies
08.01.20 - fucking twenty-four-year-old jfc
08.01.20 - -
07.01.20 - i sound like a teenager wow
06.01.20 - sweet emotion
05.01.20 - forgetting
03.01.20 - still sick
02.01.20 - sick again
01.01.20 - bonne annee! bonne sante!
29.12.19 - last night in Amsterdam
29.12.19 - a night in amsterdam
26.12.19 - -
25.12.19 - christmas in france
24.12.19 - christmas eve dinner in france
24.12.19 - running again
21.12.19 - i am sad. french is hard.
20.12.19 - -
19.12.19 - -
18.12.19 - je ne me rappelle pas
17.12.19 - florence and other things
15.12.19 - -
14.12.19 - i want a snack but i have no snacks
12.12.19 - ice skating
11.12.19 - brittany runs a marriage story
10.12.19 - -
08.12.19 - fete des lumieres
06.12.19 - -
05.12.19 - my spotify list of 2019 was mostly show tunes
04.12.19 - random thoughts from my bed
03.12.19 - 36 questions
02.12.19 - les pays-bas
01.12.19 - brit's 30th
25.11.19 - will ye go lassie go
24.11.19 - right down the street
22.11.19 - millevin
20.11.19 - tom from manchester
19.11.19 - habits
18.11.19 - wow what a random string of musings on this monday evening
17.11.19 - susceptible
16.11.19 - multicultural dinner
14.11.19 - i am going to write every day - she said, lying to herself probably
09.11.19 - i watched season two of the end of the fucking world today
09.11.19 - i watched season two of the end of the fucking world today
08.11.19 - carpentras
02.11.19 - -
02.11.19 - another is waiting
02.11.19 - try harder do more
01.11.19 - alberto, tito
29.10.19 - musings
21.10.19 - vincent
21.10.19 - ronnie
20.10.19 - -
20.10.19 - another night in the early hours
13.10.19 - i’m three weeks in
08.10.19 - a random list of things comin atcha from fr, i guess
04.10.19 - vibrations
29.09.19 - first meet up
23.09.19 - here
20.09.19 - some initial thoughts + dreams
11.09.19 - here we go
03.09.19 - sick
29.08.19 - -
29.08.19 - can i go where you go?
27.08.19 - community
23.08.19 - i'm useless today
19.08.19 - nail on the head
14.08.19 - could legitimately be a side effect of my new birth control, though
09.08.19 - i leave in like 5 weeks
03.08.19 - that's enough for tonight
27.07.19 - i made a "moving on" playlist lol
22.07.19 - i need a nap
19.07.19 - -
18.07.19 - avignon
08.07.19 - sound of settling
03.07.19 - i hate summer
02.07.19 - -
01.07.19 - -
29.06.19 - not about me
27.06.19 - ughhhhhh
27.06.19 - i literally want to fall asleep at 6pm every night
26.06.19 - -
25.06.19 - i could fall asleep right now
18.06.19 - -
16.06.19 - tanayrodchrisaaronhiineedalotofmalevalidationrightnowhelpmethanksbye
12.06.19 - patterns
11.06.19 - so fucking tired
09.06.19 - how many times have i said that before
04.06.19 - -
04.06.19 - -
29.05.19 - trivia with jerry
26.05.19 - tanay and jerry
24.05.19 - spiders and socks and musings on my past love life apparently
20.05.19 - “just tell me what to do”
19.05.19 - kneel
08.05.19 - -
07.05.19 - tired tuesday night
02.05.19 - babies tho
29.04.19 - this is probably a bit of a mess
25.04.19 - lately
22.04.19 - onward then
22.04.19 - trying to recognize unrealistic expectations
21.04.19 - missed call 2:14am
14.04.19 - self-worth and value
12.04.19 - -
08.04.19 - a more positive spin for my monday
07.04.19 - -
07.04.19 - -
05.04.19 - done with the over analyzing
05.04.19 - according to your notepad, you have a cleaner, which is weird, but you also make hella money, so.
03.04.19 - rockford and jeopardy
26.03.19 - as if that is a good reason to make bad decisions
25.03.19 - why are you texting me
24.03.19 - me whining, basically
22.03.19 - bad day
21.03.19 - gotta love tinder
19.03.19 - in other news, i may actually have anxiety!
17.03.19 - thoughts on food and my body
11.03.19 - -
10.03.19 - there is so much wrong with this
09.03.19 - perfect situation
06.03.19 - -
05.03.19 - -
27.02.19 - at age 29
24.02.19 - his name is will i guess
20.02.19 - -
18.02.19 - cool love is great and all that i'm really great i'm fine it's cool thx
15.02.19 - this february is exhausting
14.02.19 - lately
12.02.19 - russian doll
10.02.19 - -
09.02.19 - four days to birthday
05.02.19 - better
04.02.19 - -
03.02.19 - mira, mira
02.02.19 - a weird way to start february
31.01.19 - 96,000
29.01.19 - -
22.01.19 - almost light
15.01.19 - i surely won’t be like this forever
13.01.19 - an addendum
13.01.19 - i’ll probably cry at some point tonight
07.01.19 - how is it 8pm rn
03.01.19 - what's new pussycat, ohhhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
01.01.19 - -
23.12.18 - none of this feels worth writing down
22.12.18 - i shouldn't even take my own advice
18.12.18 - semi-finalist!
15.12.18 - drivin in the dark toward you
15.12.18 - -
13.12.18 - four
12.12.18 - i guess i'll go read
11.12.18 - -
11.12.18 - i could still be ruthless if you let me
09.12.18 - in one indescribable instant
02.12.18 - i hate when i get like this.
01.12.18 - is this functional adult dating perhaps?
25.11.18 - -
21.11.18 - i guess thanksgiving is tomorrow
19.11.18 - -
17.11.18 - recognize it and then move on
16.11.18 - i wish i could think of memorable titles for my entries
11.11.18 - and how silly it is to be consumed with it at all
08.11.18 - i'll be your girl
07.11.18 - pattern
07.11.18 - -
06.11.18 - weird to remember these things
05.11.18 - love is the answer to a question that i have forgotten
04.11.18 - i gotta get a belly full of wine
01.11.18 - -
30.10.18 - always tired
29.10.18 - piano
24.10.18 - -
22.10.18 - copo? poco?
21.10.18 - -
14.10.18 - body
13.10.18 - wedding pt. 2
13.10.18 - october 13
07.10.18 - he just seems so nice, she thinks, just like she ALWAYS DOES
05.10.18 - death
30.09.18 - enough
23.09.18 - basically a long list of why my feelings are hurt today
20.09.18 - -
17.09.18 - i wanna go on a date, i guess
14.09.18 - -
14.09.18 - i could stick around for a little bit
13.09.18 - overwhelmeddddddd
11.09.18 - the world
09.09.18 - at peace
06.09.18 - choice
05.09.18 - just sobbed at gbbo finale it's fine
05.09.18 - won’t last too long i hope
04.09.18 - random update stuff
30.08.18 - i just feel so tired
27.08.18 - i will bloom here in my room
23.08.18 - i am a mess.
22.08.18 - all i want is to have wine + watch love sick
20.08.18 - tarot time
19.08.18 - i should be over this by now
17.08.18 - i'm being very self indulgent
17.08.18 - still on my mind
16.08.18 - starved
14.08.18 - i've (unknowingly) slept with a married person now, i guess
14.08.18 - WHAT
13.08.18 - what a sag
11.08.18 - mish
08.08.18 - clarity
07.08.18 - random thoughts on dating, hooray
07.08.18 - aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
05.08.18 - i don’t know where my guy fieri obsession has come from
04.08.18 - why do these people even like me
03.08.18 - so much effort for such little reward
02.08.18 - -
29.07.18 - deleting things and rereading things
28.07.18 - time to change tactics
25.07.18 - iiiiiiii haaaaaaaate everything!
25.07.18 - been rewatching community
24.07.18 - tinder is the worst, the end
23.07.18 - riches and wonders
22.07.18 - don't leave me tongue tieddd
19.07.18 - come on, Donna, it’s only the rest of your life!
18.07.18 - when i start writing everything down, i REALLY start writing everything down. not necessarily sure it's good for me.
16.07.18 - i feel like i always try to use toothbrushes as metaphors and that's kind of weird.
15.07.18 - wow, two updates in one day! what could warrant that - oh holy fuck
15.07.18 - i've actually started enjoying writing every day again
14.07.18 - but perhaps it's not that good, either
12.07.18 - everyone should watch you’re the worst
10.07.18 - -
10.07.18 - this will probably end badly?
09.07.18 - oh Sylvia
06.07.18 - how is the daily updating going, tia? oh, i just find myself supremely annoying.
05.07.18 - here is me trying to write what is on my mind
03.07.18 - what
01.07.18 - i don’t know if i’m being sarcastic or not
18.06.18 - speaking french in paris
13.06.18 - Europe trip
27.05.18 - -
02.05.18 - less than a month before summer
17.04.18 - random
06.04.18 - 1000 stories
06.04.18 - spring is in the air apparently
30.03.18 - itching to get away
26.03.18 - nails
18.03.18 - 3 year plan and tarot
12.03.18 - dating is the worst
07.03.18 - happy 30th birthday
03.03.18 - -
25.02.18 - i mean he seems
21.02.18 - best summer ever™
19.02.18 - -
14.02.18 - alexander
05.02.18 - 28 in 8 days
26.01.18 - "you're 27 and you're still ALONE?" asked one of my students, incredulously
22.01.18 - november blue
19.01.18 - shrugs
17.01.18 - weird relaxing peaceful thoughts
12.01.18 - the end of the f***ing world
09.01.18 - tarot, horoscopes, etc.
04.01.18 - tales of anxiety
30.12.17 - -
29.12.17 - my general outlook on life
24.12.17 - this is the first day of my life~*~*
17.12.17 - -
28.11.17 - this is how almost all of my tweets start
26.11.17 - i deleted all matt’s texts today
20.11.17 - s + c
16.11.17 - dating is DUMB THX
12.11.17 - part deux kind of
04.11.17 - “i like wine you”
30.10.17 - -
24.10.17 - at odds with my body
11.10.17 - hurt so bad, you don't come around here anymore
08.10.17 - i have no enemies
05.10.17 - jg
30.09.17 - airport anniversary
23.09.17 - tarot with rach
17.09.17 - -
16.09.17 - -
15.09.17 - you can never leave
10.09.17 - -
10.09.17 - -
08.09.17 - -
01.09.17 - -
01.09.17 - -
30.08.17 - -
28.08.17 - how long does it take to adjust?
24.08.17 - i can and i will
21.08.17 - -
21.08.17 - even when i'm in a good mood
15.08.17 - -
13.08.17 - i think i'm doing dating wrong
07.08.17 - -
06.08.17 - -
03.08.17 - -
23.07.17 - john b
22.07.17 - -
21.07.17 - -
17.07.17 - -
17.07.17 - carried away
16.07.17 - d and s
12.07.17 - nice words
12.07.17 - bad thoughts and feelings
11.07.17 - -
05.07.17 - -
29.06.17 - -
25.06.17 - conversations with your ex boyfriend you still live with
22.06.17 - never stood a chance
21.06.17 - -
21.06.17 - -
20.06.17 - -
20.06.17 - -
16.06.17 - tired
06.06.17 - a. ham
27.05.17 - -
24.05.17 - another night, another fight
21.05.17 - revolutionary
13.05.17 - no babies
06.05.17 - Lonely
29.04.17 - what i actually want
17.04.17 - random shit
11.04.17 - deep down i want to go home
07.04.17 - Love
06.04.17 - terrible week
31.03.17 - will i ever be happy
24.03.17 - repeat
16.03.17 - type 4w3
09.03.17 - -
08.03.17 - -
04.03.17 - what i wanna do
28.02.17 - random thoughts
13.02.17 - 27
31.01.17 - journal
21.01.17 - here is the fallout
15.01.17 - 2017
01.01.17 - -
14.12.16 - -
14.12.16 - -
10.12.16 - 2006 2008 2013
02.12.16 - -
29.11.16 - -
28.11.16 - bob's
26.11.16 - -
18.11.16 - -
14.11.16 - just feelings
13.11.16 - -
12.11.16 - we have friends we definitely have friends
09.11.16 - -
08.11.16 - -
30.10.16 - -
26.10.16 - do something
25.10.16 - -
23.10.16 - -
22.10.16 - my night i guess
16.10.16 - leaving on a jet plane
07.10.16 - -
27.09.16 - why am i always so consistently unhappy
24.09.16 - siblings
23.09.16 - -
11.09.16 - -
05.09.16 - aren't we all
05.09.16 - -
03.09.16 - i can barely keep my eyes open
28.08.16 - two days off
25.08.16 - -
24.08.16 - kiss her kiss her
23.08.16 - "i'm gonna leave you anyway"
22.08.16 - -
20.08.16 - -
17.08.16 - glacier
29.07.16 - Avett
21.07.16 - personality clash
11.07.16 - -
01.07.16 - summer
30.06.16 - blake
21.06.16 - cold hard truth
12.06.16 - -
06.06.16 - oh lord help me
05.06.16 - party at germantown
05.06.16 - -
01.06.16 - thinking of this all
30.05.16 - -
27.05.16 - blah blah
25.05.16 - pathetic
21.05.16 - school's out for summer
19.05.16 - talking about my dumb self
17.05.16 - -
10.05.16 - trying to figure it out
30.04.16 - -
27.04.16 - i am in control. of my musical ability at least.
25.04.16 - -
22.04.16 - supervisor
21.04.16 - my best friend is perfect
20.04.16 - mindset
19.04.16 - -
18.04.16 - the girls season 5 finale is perfection
15.04.16 - homesick
15.04.16 - -
14.04.16 - WHATEVER I DO NOT CARE
13.04.16 - i know i am a stupid hypocrite okay thanks
12.04.16 - possible future plans
10.04.16 - -
10.04.16 - -
09.04.16 - -
09.04.16 - -
09.04.16 - prom is today
07.04.16 - mom
06.04.16 - emma looks really cute right now and so does molly
05.04.16 - -
04.04.16 - -
03.04.16 - are you even for real
03.04.16 - actual adult conversation i had
02.04.16 - back and forth forever
01.04.16 - i am not worthy
01.04.16 - a bunch of shit
30.03.16 - i feel terrible about myself
27.03.16 - i could do this on my own
26.03.16 - -
26.03.16 - Etc
25.03.16 - is there life on marsssss
23.03.16 - bland
21.03.16 - life on Mars
21.03.16 - (that i want to do)
18.03.16 - NOLA
08.03.16 - sick
27.02.16 - true life
25.02.16 - missing home
20.02.16 - -
20.02.16 - and i made him cry about it because i'm the best obvi
19.02.16 - gross - that is why, probably
15.02.16 - life as an adult i guess
12.02.16 - how do people ever even buy a house or have a kid
27.01.16 - thankful
11.01.16 - the good kind of exhaustion
06.01.16 - new (full time) job
29.12.15 - fuck it all
21.12.15 - inspired by a mean, passive-aggressive note left on my car
14.12.15 - -
13.12.15 - -
13.12.15 - what do i do next
12.12.15 - hahaha of course
11.12.15 - teacher vs. coordinator
10.12.15 - an update i guess
05.12.15 - moving soon
01.12.15 - i cant even roll my rs
30.11.15 - personal statements and christmas stuff
28.11.15 - gary
28.11.15 - my belly hurts
27.11.15 - it's cold here
24.11.15 - -
22.11.15 - mixed up
21.11.15 - asking for a friend...
20.11.15 - hard
19.11.15 - weekend to myself
14.11.15 - -
12.11.15 - -
11.11.15 - tired, but calm.
08.11.15 - so there's that
31.10.15 - i mean, he could teach me spanish and i could keep teaching him english forever...
29.10.15 - of it all
26.10.15 - exhaustion/jobs/money/etc.
16.10.15 - this is a stressful time
09.10.15 - -
08.10.15 - thoughts 1
05.10.15 - he can feel it
03.10.15 - wedding #3 (will i regret this later...?)
25.09.15 - mo' money mo' problems (except not)
22.09.15 - lead teacher
16.09.15 - "it's like you're in some kind of hurry to say goodbye"
14.09.15 - about to cry at my cubicle, nbd
13.09.15 - -
28.08.15 - i should probably take some medicine
23.08.15 - shopping isn't fun when you're miserable, says the girl hanging out in kohl's
19.08.15 - the impossibility of everything
17.08.15 - i can take charge
16.08.15 - Emma is almost legal!
12.08.15 - i want to go home.
08.08.15 - whatevs
05.08.15 - this is as far as i've gotten so far
30.07.15 - just sayin
25.07.15 - doors unlocked and open
24.07.15 - sad truth
20.07.15 - wedding #2 down
14.07.15 - getting to wedding 2
04.07.15 - slowly,slowly
02.07.15 - trav and kels
19.06.15 - wedding #1 next week
29.05.15 - rambling about everything as always
26.05.15 - oh, what does the future hold...
16.05.15 - TAKE CHARGE TIA
14.05.15 - zoo in the springs
05.05.15 - chill
04.05.15 - will i ever have a job? who can say.
22.04.15 - random ramblings
20.04.15 - loving gestures
12.04.15 - chronic dissatisfaction
10.04.15 - the indistinct ramblings of an exhausted person
06.04.15 - -
03.04.15 - so basically i'm the worst
02.04.15 - i'm the satellite and you're the sky
02.04.15 - loneliest holiday. hooray.
28.03.15 - wood award
25.03.15 - what do i want to do with my future hmmm
21.03.15 - talking about everything and nothing
18.03.15 - doubt and whatever i don't even care
07.03.15 - i love him
06.03.15 - headaches fuh'dayzzzzzzzzz
27.02.15 - jobs and what have you
22.02.15 - directionless
20.02.15 - floating.
08.02.15 - i'm almost 25.
25.01.15 - online esl, interviews, and crying
24.01.15 - first wave of sadness.
16.01.15 - peaceful waters
05.01.15 - feeling kind of adult for once.
13.12.14 - i'm a master.
04.12.14 - -
30.11.14 - coloraaaadooooo coloraaaadooooo here we cooooooome
25.11.14 - decisions are hard
20.11.14 - els
18.11.14 - GRADUATION HERE WE COME
16.11.14 - basically
14.11.14 - good things to come, i think.
10.11.14 - msuals pt 2
09.11.14 - i'm never good with transitions
06.11.14 - if i get through this...
28.10.14 - i'm tired.
28.10.14 - i know he didn't know it
28.10.14 - recognizing it i guess
27.10.14 - matt knows nothing about my job search!
25.10.14 - just watching hgtv forever as per usual
19.10.14 - MSUALS
16.10.14 - thinking too far ahead.
15.10.14 - another place said no, yay!
13.10.14 - can't win 'em all
11.10.14 - life lately.
09.10.14 - -
08.10.14 - vacation
23.09.14 - almost to 25
22.09.14 - way to go today, life!
19.09.14 - 7 real jobs applied for
13.09.14 - -
08.09.14 - refresh
03.09.14 - pt2
03.09.14 - -
03.09.14 - AWESOME
01.09.14 - JUST GREAT.
31.08.14 - i don't know
28.08.14 - -
24.08.14 - plus, i'm getting a $1,008 refund from my loan.
24.08.14 - don't ignore me forever
24.08.14 - -
21.08.14 - ky is so hot ugh
19.08.14 - my eyes are so tired right now
14.08.14 - a good night on the back porch
12.08.14 - watching the mindy project forever
11.08.14 - vacation is gonna suck isnt it
08.08.14 - while i'm waiting for him to come home from work
29.07.14 - thoughts in the west
25.07.14 - monument.
20.07.14 - matthew and erin were both perfect
11.07.14 - my parents are the best parents.
11.07.14 - there's no privacy in this house.
05.07.14 - ldr or some shit
02.07.14 - -
25.06.14 - blah
23.06.14 - 5!
22.06.14 - what i want
22.06.14 - bad dreams
22.06.14 - bad dreams
19.06.14 - i seriously need a nap
15.06.14 - addi
15.06.14 - "you can get super skinny" is a bad thing to say to me
14.06.14 - i am really boring and this proves it.
10.06.14 - six and six
04.06.14 - health or what
03.06.14 - lucky lucky
30.05.14 - silly boyf.
22.05.14 - :)
20.05.14 - 4 in 40:07
16.05.14 - fucking don't starve
12.05.14 - really reames? really?
08.05.14 - nothing makes sense
07.05.14 - way past thinking anyone takes this stuff to heart
06.05.14 - i don't know what's wrong with me today
29.04.14 - Living with intention.
29.04.14 - "we'll take you here when you visit"
22.04.14 - plans for the future...
22.04.14 - teaching esl in france/switzerland?
22.04.14 - reno reno
18.04.14 - mantra?
14.04.14 - at least there are phone calls
12.04.14 - two days' worth of feeling miserable for this
08.04.14 - runrunrun
05.04.14 - merp merp
03.04.14 - ugh
31.03.14 - himysm?
30.03.14 - where is there left for poor sinners to go?
25.03.14 - the truth
22.03.14 - sleepy head
19.03.14 - one whole lovely week
19.03.14 - one whole lovely week
06.03.14 - WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR! :)
01.03.14 - oh is it march madness already?
01.03.14 - -
25.02.14 - don't cover your wounds with salt
23.02.14 - that's the fourth time, so i think he meant to...
16.02.14 - i wanna be good to you
15.02.14 - love love love
13.02.14 - 24
09.02.14 - 1,111 miles
07.02.14 - mutual feelings
06.02.14 - i'll go anywhere with you
29.01.14 - streeeeetch
27.01.14 - but i love him, too.
25.01.14 - brief
21.01.14 - -
19.01.14 - cutesy things
19.01.14 - i can't wait for them to meet.
16.01.14 - you swept me away
14.01.14 - joking that he'll marry me if i understand flcl
13.01.14 - i should live in salt
11.01.14 - i miss him
09.01.14 - already ready for spring break.
05.01.14 - i heard what you said under your breath
30.12.13 - i am maybe closed off a little.
30.12.13 - -
29.12.13 - i miss your face.
27.12.13 - wiiiiiiine YOU'VE GOT MAIL
26.12.13 - funeral homes are not my kinda place.
25.12.13 - wink wink
25.12.13 - i like that closeness.
21.12.13 - everything feels right.
20.12.13 - it's almost christmas?
16.12.13 - just reminiscin'
15.12.13 - eighteen
12.12.13 - i have a boyfriend.
09.12.13 - two finals and one project to go
06.12.13 - -
06.12.13 - can't even adequately express my excitement :)
04.12.13 - disarming smile
03.12.13 - apologies and compliments
03.12.13 - i just wanna make you happy.
01.12.13 - i wanna talk to you all night
01.12.13 - -
29.11.13 - christmas candy
27.11.13 - true story.
24.11.13 - baby, would you stay?
23.11.13 - bring your love to me
21.11.13 - -
19.11.13 - sleep+zehra
18.11.13 - you even tell me why you didn't answer when i didn't ask.
16.11.13 - another nightmare about getting married
15.11.13 - i'm so tired, my mind is on the blink
14.11.13 - WHIPLASH, BABY
13.11.13 - he talks about me all the time...
13.11.13 - i mean he didn't say i was his girlfriend but...
10.11.13 - indeed i do
08.11.13 - about time is the best movie.
08.11.13 - still thinking the same things
08.11.13 - this is my life
07.11.13 - and oh how true it is
06.11.13 - you've got the best of my love
05.11.13 - running down the high
05.11.13 - ...now what?
01.11.13 - i don't know. life is nice.
27.10.13 - all i want now is someone to talk to
27.10.13 - -
22.10.13 - the john wayne
22.10.13 - and then the moment of weakness passes
21.10.13 - i have stories still to tell... they're of the healin' kind.
20.10.13 - yeaaaaahhhhhh
18.10.13 - i'd call it a good time.
16.10.13 - let me sleeeeeep
15.10.13 - incoherent rambling
14.10.13 - i want someone to fight for me. or talk to me.
13.10.13 - wake up
11.10.13 - before midnight.
10.10.13 - these are the things that make me feel good about myself
09.10.13 - unstuck
08.10.13 - thoughts while walking to school
06.10.13 - bg, oh
01.10.13 - adult schmadult
26.09.13 - "you're adorable."
25.09.13 - "i know you lie to me about that."
22.09.13 - oh, don't you think by now there's truth in all she has said to us? come on.
22.09.13 - lies
19.09.13 - today is my dad's birthday.
17.09.13 - this is a lonely feeling.
15.09.13 - giving myself whiplash, but optimism is better than pessimism.
13.09.13 - -
13.09.13 - spiiiiiiine
11.09.13 - everybody's gonna need a little backup
10.09.13 - one of those faults is: i take too much to heart/too personally and/or hold onto grudges.
09.09.13 - -
08.09.13 - downs after dark
06.09.13 - growing up!
06.09.13 - -
06.09.13 - note to self
05.09.13 - yoga for back pain is a good idea
03.09.13 - i dont know
03.09.13 - icy-hot feels cool
02.09.13 - there are a lot of things wrong with this.
01.09.13 - -
01.09.13 - half dead
31.08.13 - -
31.08.13 - i told you to be balanced and i told you to be kind
31.08.13 - -
31.08.13 - -
29.08.13 - back2good
27.08.13 - what did i come down here for?
24.08.13 - flabbergasted.
22.08.13 - i just can't.
21.08.13 - sooooo many things wrong with today
21.08.13 - plus he was 6'7".
21.08.13 - -
20.08.13 - it's just a building.
20.08.13 - called me last night too
19.08.13 - i will try to find a little comfort in it
18.08.13 - home home home
17.08.13 - emma is one!
17.08.13 - emma is one!
17.08.13 - -
15.08.13 - cyclical
15.08.13 - -
14.08.13 - i miss you all, though.
14.08.13 - -
13.08.13 - i just want your kiss, boy
11.08.13 - lucky
07.08.13 - watch out!
06.08.13 - it's not hard to say, "are you feeling better?"
05.08.13 - gonna watch more orange is the new black.
04.08.13 - you don't need me
04.08.13 - exhausted
03.08.13 - sicksicksick
02.08.13 - sick
31.07.13 - blahhhh two more hourssssss
31.07.13 - wait
30.07.13 - "you can do better than meeeee"
29.07.13 - or maybe some popcorn.
28.07.13 - you'll never sink
27.07.13 - the world's poor pessimist
25.07.13 - yep
25.07.13 - I feel like if someone were to touch me, I'd dissolve into molecules.
24.07.13 - random list
24.07.13 - why is this still bothering me?
23.07.13 - home.
21.07.13 - bland
21.07.13 - the stage is set.
21.07.13 - wanna be held
20.07.13 - it's early
19.07.13 - fuck.
17.07.13 - i am unhappy.
17.07.13 - -
17.07.13 - my feelings are always hurt, whatever
16.07.13 - our air is fixed
14.07.13 - it's hot
12.07.13 - what am i saying
11.07.13 - yes. yes it is.
10.07.13 - So our crazy-ass asses beat on, boatz against tha current, borne back ceaselessly tha fuck into tha past.
09.07.13 - -
08.07.13 - blizzzzzard
08.07.13 - my ear won't stop thumping
08.07.13 - corn on the cob
06.07.13 - i don't want to go to work.
05.07.13 - this little hell
04.07.13 - i never finished firefly.
02.07.13 - whiplash
02.07.13 - i have some serious issues to work through.
02.07.13 - -
02.07.13 - YES I KNOW THIS IS DRAMATIC LEAVE ME ALONE
30.06.13 - "I need to learn what it's like to be treated well before it's too late for me."
30.06.13 - ray, marty, etc
30.06.13 - surprises coming my way
29.06.13 - thoughts from my bed.
29.06.13 - what am i even doing?
27.06.13 - sigh.
27.06.13 - -
25.06.13 - "fuck addicting personality. that kinda nailed it."
24.06.13 - this is the cause of a lot of my problems.
23.06.13 - bring me your love tonight
22.06.13 - there's a degree of difficulty in dealing with me.
22.06.13 - this is why...
22.06.13 - -
20.06.13 - tipsy, drunk skype tomorrow
20.06.13 - can't regain anything you've lost, can't repeat the good things you've had
19.06.13 - hold my hand.
18.06.13 - desire comes, desire fades.
16.06.13 - golf+dad snoring
15.06.13 - -
14.06.13 - i have missed home.
14.06.13 - looking up
12.06.13 - ladeda
11.06.13 - window blues
11.06.13 - mumbles which are promises
10.06.13 - positive thoughts
10.06.13 - whatever
09.06.13 - there were times when i was so lonesome...
08.06.13 - pathetic
07.06.13 - WTF
04.06.13 - there aren't many good memories, but that is one
03.06.13 - back track
03.06.13 - -
01.06.13 - i am addicted to candy crush though, that's a downfall
01.06.13 - -
31.05.13 - i gotta get a belly full of wine
31.05.13 - make it stop
30.05.13 - a new start is never that
29.05.13 - cold sore?
27.05.13 - commitment issues (me too much, you too little)
26.05.13 - here comes the sun, do do do do
25.05.13 - "you're definitely the helper"
24.05.13 - except for emma.
24.05.13 - -
23.05.13 - inconsolable
23.05.13 - hour and a half skype conversation
22.05.13 - today it is here full blast
21.05.13 - meaning (pathetically): i just want someone to love me.
20.05.13 - okay albeit a bit bored
17.05.13 - reminder
16.05.13 - "Somebody ought to make an effort here."
15.05.13 - in which tia sounds like a crazy person again, yay. how fun.
14.05.13 - i have never been special.
14.05.13 - for you (aka tia reads too much into everything always, even two little tiny words)
12.05.13 - OH MY LIFE
10.05.13 - you're my best friend, and i loooove you
07.05.13 - other things that don't help me move on, yay
06.05.13 - you're my first skype call! / oh god that's so much pressure
05.05.13 - smoked the whole time
02.05.13 - just think about me you coloradan you
01.05.13 - callllll meeeee
01.05.13 - talk me to sleep
29.04.13 - repeat this to yourself: it is good for him, it is good
28.04.13 - restless dream
27.04.13 - i could just cry.
26.04.13 - -
26.04.13 - you're perfect.
24.04.13 - it's not like you're not still moving to CO though
24.04.13 - singing uh oh on a friday night
22.04.13 - things are good i think
22.04.13 - mky mky mky mky mky
21.04.13 - "i want to come, goober!"
17.04.13 - one note song
15.04.13 - the failures and successes of rehab.
14.04.13 - -
12.04.13 - we can work it outttt
10.04.13 - at this point it is better than nothing, right?
09.04.13 - things that should be obvious but aren't
08.04.13 - nicest thing
07.04.13 - i need to floss.
06.04.13 - i fascinate you yeah? hold it against me?
05.04.13 - -
04.04.13 - cycle
03.04.13 - a little piece of me loves you just a little bit
03.04.13 - lately
01.04.13 - what it boils down to
01.04.13 - try to love the things you took
01.04.13 - this is how it works.
31.03.13 - ryan and rehab
31.03.13 - healing
31.03.13 - is that too much to ask
30.03.13 - but drinking alone is maybe not a good habit
30.03.13 - neverrrr gonna happen
29.03.13 - bring on spring. "sleep for me."
28.03.13 - all ya need is love, do da do do do
27.03.13 - to be blunt
27.03.13 - you have nice lips, so
26.03.13 - i don't know what to do.
25.03.13 - is there something wrong with me or is this okay...
25.03.13 - i will listen to soco forever.
25.03.13 - i am seriously going crazy with anxiety
25.03.13 - breathe.
24.03.13 - dont bother
23.03.13 - im drunk but i think this a lot actually
22.03.13 - tried to make ya go to rehab...
21.03.13 - not sure if pathetic or just honest
20.03.13 - "you're the only one who will talk to me about it and if i don't talk about it i'll explode and die."
20.03.13 - of course it's you
19.03.13 - ryan seth you fucking idiot
17.03.13 - don't mind me, just being pathetic
17.03.13 - soon
15.03.13 - no but for real
14.03.13 - just so we're clear (in my head)
11.03.13 - what 3 or 4 entries in 24 hrs
11.03.13 - winding down
10.03.13 - i hate myself.
10.03.13 - my life never goes accordingly.
10.03.13 - wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf
05.03.13 - whine wine
05.03.13 - what does that say about me?
03.03.13 - mopey buttered noodles
27.02.13 - another day in the saga of tia and matt adams
26.02.13 - healing
24.02.13 - oh, well.
23.02.13 - -
22.02.13 - there are more defining features.
21.02.13 - i'm just going to be sad today. never could get the hang of thursdays.
20.02.13 - i'm so tired, i'm feelin' so upset
18.02.13 - i cant keep doing this
16.02.13 - simple things like "wanna tell me bout it?"
14.02.13 - is it bitter or sweet? all depends on your timing.
12.02.13 - "you'd better drunk text me"
11.02.13 - it doesn't hafta be grand
08.02.13 - "why are you so far away?" "because i'm much more awkward in person :p"
07.02.13 - i don't know if i'm trying to sever or stay close
06.02.13 - UGH
05.02.13 - your mom is mexican.
04.02.13 - someone shut me up.
02.02.13 - hello goodbye i'm rather crazy and i never thought i was crazy
02.02.13 - i didn't expect that.
01.02.13 - -
30.01.13 - -
29.01.13 - fuck god damn it.
27.01.13 - my pain is real too
26.01.13 - what am i even saying
26.01.13 - shit just got real.
21.01.13 - RUINING MY LIFE, MAN.
20.01.13 - MY LIFE IS REALLY AWESOME
18.01.13 - i am considering inviting him to my birthday party.
17.01.13 - SERIOUSLY THOUGH.
17.01.13 - someone just shoot me now.
14.01.13 - parallels
12.01.13 - and it's not pretty
11.01.13 - i'll comfort you
10.01.13 - also my life is boring.
05.01.13 - what is my life and how did this happen?
02.01.13 - 2013 is having a good start, okay?
01.01.13 - clubs are still not my thing.
23.12.12 - shoot me now
18.12.12 - awkward hug
15.12.12 - i'm tired and i'm happy.
14.12.12 - i'm a lot like you, so please.
13.12.12 - "i'd say second ;)"
08.12.12 - i am so bad at my life
07.12.12 - wow tia lots of confidence good job A+ just ask him on a date you freak
06.12.12 - Het
04.12.12 - i'm an idiot but actually a pretty happy one, that's gotta count for something
03.12.12 - it's an odd but not odd feeling, that's all
02.12.12 - the peerce boys
30.11.12 - doctor who makes me so sad. everything does though.
27.11.12 - thoughts fallin' outta my head
24.11.12 - optimistic
21.11.12 - what is my problem?!
20.11.12 - thank fuck, amirite
18.11.12 - do it anyway
16.11.12 - oh my god this is my life
15.11.12 - commence freaking out.
13.11.12 - happy songs for when you're sad.
12.11.12 - this entry is awful, disregard the mess.
09.11.12 - i decided i don't think he's very nice, that's all.
07.11.12 - i think maybe this means he likes me maybe. sort of. kinda.
05.11.12 - i want to give you my phone number but i'm not sure how that works.
01.11.12 - random thoughts and what have you
30.10.12 - i know far too many matthews.
29.10.12 - i signed up for grad courses. a start.
24.10.12 - ...everything goes nowhere...
23.10.12 - THAT'S JUST IT ISN'T IT
22.10.12 - i need a push in the right direction.
19.10.12 - -
19.10.12 - six seasons and a movie.
18.10.12 - ben+leslie FTW
16.10.12 - recipe for success
13.10.12 - my entry got deleted and i kind of want to cry about it.
10.10.12 - so fuzzy
08.10.12 - my baby.
05.10.12 - panama city
30.09.12 - kari's wedding.
27.09.12 - remnants.
27.09.12 - decide what to be and go be it.
25.09.12 - too many dreams
25.09.12 - mky
23.09.12 - my heart lies in murray.
20.09.12 - expectations and how i've killed them
20.09.12 - today was productive though.
18.09.12 - deliciate
16.09.12 - FUTURE PUPPY.
13.09.12 - but hey, i found some wine i actually like.
11.09.12 - also i'm sleeping on a couch.
10.09.12 - maybe it's the headache
08.09.12 - i am the queen of greener grasses.
07.09.12 - -
05.09.12 - plus i can get a puppy...
05.09.12 - this diary should be renamed "all the things tia wants"
03.09.12 - drunken words
29.08.12 - seriously though. dogs make life a million times better.
27.08.12 - currently
26.08.12 - (i'm) dazed and confused
26.08.12 - oh, what is my life.
25.08.12 - b.holiday
24.08.12 - legit whatever
22.08.12 - such
21.08.12 - aka life just sucks, get over it
20.08.12 - -
19.08.12 - hey now, you're an all star
17.08.12 - holidayyyy. be my friend. c'mon.
13.08.12 - heyyyyyy we're gonna hafta move onnnn
11.08.12 - trying things out
10.08.12 - -
09.08.12 - do it do it
08.08.12 - i feel better than usual
08.08.12 - yeah yeah
05.08.12 - i just want to help, always, that's all
02.08.12 - recent developments (except not)
31.07.12 - joy and happiness
31.07.12 - i want a nap. or a run?
30.07.12 - yep.
26.07.12 - hey optimism for real this time, it's not fake!
26.07.12 - i would like a positive turn please and thank you.
26.07.12 - you would see their relationship as an adventure
24.07.12 - i am so sick of this.
22.07.12 - -
22.07.12 - thank you maria elena
20.07.12 - really.
19.07.12 - DIRECTION.
18.07.12 - story of my life.
16.07.12 - i'm being dead serious.
16.07.12 - deciding is the death of me. :/
15.07.12 - things i wish for
15.07.12 - fun times with MEK. also, abed is perfect.
12.07.12 - -
10.07.12 - oh, la
09.07.12 - baby mozart comin' through
08.07.12 - alone alone alone
07.07.12 - i know it sucks as an actual movie but...
06.07.12 - i'm going crazy as per usual whatever
05.07.12 - the day breaks, your mind aches
03.07.12 - my mom, the genius
03.07.12 - please be kind..?
02.07.12 - beautiful surroundings, am just some gravel...
02.07.12 - failure.
01.07.12 - letter to myself
30.06.12 - i am watching smart people. i am not a smart person. smart people get jobs.
30.06.12 - ryan seth
29.06.12 - kayley, skype, and why we're funny
27.06.12 - meet me
26.06.12 - everyone can do better than me.
25.06.12 - lack of sleep
24.06.12 - it's a sign.
22.06.12 - i'm really pumped to see brave tomorrow, okay? because kayley will be there mostly.
22.06.12 - what? i never say baby. what is that. srsly.
20.06.12 - you can't feel alone if it's all you've ever known
18.06.12 - recently.
16.06.12 - this is mostly about my brother.
14.06.12 - ridiculous stream of my thoughts. YEAH.
11.06.12 - i can't even explain.
07.06.12 - the hard truth
06.06.12 - You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.
05.06.12 - could the mountain goats be any more amazing?
05.06.12 - can't make decisions like this
03.06.12 - quarter life crisis FTW
03.06.12 - i've gone to seek a great perhaps.
01.06.12 - "mutual generosity" comes to mind and makes me think of another rant i will spare you from
31.05.12 - to diet or not to diet.
29.05.12 - possible jobs and stuff... i can't do this. ugh.
28.05.12 - so scared to be alone
28.05.12 - ...
28.05.12 - dream about my dad
28.05.12 - i miss pure silliness and crushes and holding hands i guess
27.05.12 - interesting
25.05.12 - concession stand pt2
25.05.12 - dftba
23.05.12 - sleep pretty darling, do not cry
23.05.12 - concession stand
22.05.12 - optimistic words.
22.05.12 - i just want to go somewhere new. (i am always repeating myself.)
21.05.12 - the movement you need is on your shoulder
21.05.12 - never good enough more whining blah whatever
20.05.12 - please be kind if i'm a mess
18.05.12 - how does sex remind anyone of eating spaghetti?
15.05.12 - "I don't know what good it is to know so much and be smart as whips and all if it doesn't make you happy."
14.05.12 - home home homeeeee
12.05.12 - will you remember me? because i know i won't forget you
11.05.12 - what the fuck, dude
11.05.12 - home
09.05.12 - if i kiss you where it's sore
08.05.12 - i just wanna pet him on the head
07.05.12 - summer projections require caps
07.05.12 - a lie to make yourself feel better
06.05.12 - say it ain't so!
06.05.12 - where were you..
05.05.12 - left you with sweet fuck-all
02.05.12 - optimism/lack thereof
01.05.12 - take me in
30.04.12 - yada yada too many thoughts today
30.04.12 - there are so many colors!
30.04.12 - love is all you need
28.04.12 - accent challenge
27.04.12 - really low standards. like, really low.
26.04.12 - courtney and winslow
24.04.12 - you couldn't even remember if we'd had sex! when we obviously didn't!
24.04.12 - you are my sweetest downfall
2012-04-23 - all the roads that lead you there are winding
2012-04-23 - the glass is full. the glass is broke.
2012-04-22 - i shouldn't be in charge of choosing anyone for myself. ever.
2012-04-19 - and flowers in your hair
2012-04-19 - the optimist died inside of me...
2012-04-17 - ryan. i know far too many ryans.
2012-04-16 - that's a serious question...
2012-04-15 - how?! seriously how?!
2012-04-15 - product of my boredom
2012-04-14 - these are words that go together well
2012-04-14 - push me up against the wall, young kentucky girl in a push up bra
2012-04-14 - i don't wanna be lonely for the rest of my days on the earth
2012-04-13 - people like to take advantage of me. evidently.
2012-04-11 - neal and why i think i'm funny
2012-04-10 - an ongoing conversation with myself
2012-04-08 - oh, man is a giddy thing.
2012-04-08 - but my hair being more red isn't one of them,
2012-04-04 - i'm fine.
2012-04-03 - i might implode.
2012-04-02 - goals for this summer
2012-04-01 - fuel for the next five weeks
2012-03-31 - my head is exploding. for the entire week. i met a boy with the last name "Weeks" today. interesting.
2012-03-29 - greenery and humid air
2012-03-28 - told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company
2012-03-27 - where have i gone? where am i?
2012-03-26 - marriage and why i don't really believe in it
2012-03-26 - eric unblocked me
2012-03-25 - tomorrow's back to reality
2012-03-23 - kayley and i
2012-03-23 - -
2012-03-22 - the hunger games
2012-03-20 - dare i say i feel like a writer?
2012-03-20 - and another for good measure
2012-03-19 - too bad i am missing half of that equation
2010-07-28 - find me here
2012-03-18 - 50/50 with kayley and a bag of popcorn
2012-03-15 - 15 March 2012 rip JD.
2012-03-14 - were you ever really listening?
2012-03-13 - tear down the house i grew up in, i'll never be the same again
2012-03-13 - i am not turning out the way i thought i would
2012-03-12 - my belly hurts.
2012-03-11 - someone called me a lush.
2012-03-09 - ticket to ryeeeee
2012-03-08 - aka you win this breakup.
2012-03-07 - i'm wearing a pretty dress today.
2012-03-05 - i should've given you a reason to stay
2012-03-04 - aquarius!
2012-02-28 - chicaaaago
2012-02-27 - on how i am not always that nice
2012-02-27 - master plan!!!!!
2012-02-26 - birthdays and emails
2012-02-25 - neat.
2012-02-24 - drunk sorry
2012-02-23 - i'm a silly girl.
2012-02-22 - OH ALSO!
2012-02-22 - certainty + uncertainty
2012-02-19 - a few cute things
2012-02-17 - HEY LOOK I'M NOT A FAILURE
2012-02-17 - a few things before i drive home for the weekend.
2012-02-16 - it's pathetic, i know, i get it
2012-02-16 - inadequate
2012-02-15 - ...i don't know what to say.
2012-02-14 - happy valentine's day!
2012-02-13 - bad horse!
2012-02-13 - birthday!
2012-02-12 - also, i'm 22 tomorrow.
2012-02-10 - pillows
2012-02-09 - two people
2012-02-08 - sleep...i've been having weird dreams
2012-02-07 - -
2012-02-06 - this time no, this time no
2012-02-05 - conversations on a drive home
2012-02-03 - i wanna see andi
2012-02-02 - ISFJ
2012-02-01 - i love everything right now.
2012-01-31 - diaries of old
2012-01-31 - undress me
2012-01-30 - i wonder if he noticed me
2012-01-29 - new look
2012-01-28 - racquetball and such
2012-01-27 - travis and his future
2012-01-26 - la de daaa
2012-01-25 - relevant
2012-01-24 - holy fuck what is the matter with me
2012-01-24 - as said by one of my roommates and best friends
2012-01-23 - kayley and tornadoes
2012-01-22 - You too tia! You too...
2012-01-21 - why am i so pathetic?
2012-01-20 - ALSO THIS IS PATHETIC.
2012-01-20 - -
2012-01-18 - life and stuff
2012-01-16 - -
2012-01-16 - pokeball plugs
2012-01-14 - and kayley slept in my bed
2012-01-13 - -
2012-01-13 - -
2012-01-11 - i don't compare! i need to! AGH!
2012-01-09 - i barely hear her
2012-01-08 - back to the grind (almost)
2012-01-03 - sometimes you wanna go where everybody knows your name

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