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2011-06-05 | 11:54 p.m.


i really wish i could explain myself. i try to reach out sometimes, but i always step back before i do.

my heart hurts but this summer is shaping up nicely. i love swimming with my family, playing water volleyball, and not worrying if only for a few hours. all that matters is hitting the ball and laughing and being around everyone.

i have finally started drinking and it's interesting, i suppose. mostly because i don't have to worry what eric would think.

also, i love the feeling that i don't have to carry my phone everywhere now. i just leave it and forget about it for hours on end and... it's liberating. (sad but true.)


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