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2011-10-02 | 5:22 p.m.


we're having roommate dinner tonight! baked lemon pasta. i am oh, so excited.

eric blocked me from facebook, which i find trite but also hilarious. i just can't be friends with someone who makes me miserable, and who quite honestly has always made me miserable.

i don't know why i'm drawn to this sense of helping people. the thing is, i don't like to deal with emotional matters. i'd rather look at it logically... see both sides... that kind of thing. but when someone is upset and they talk to me about something, i want so badly to be comforting. and then sometimes i just want to tell the truth and say: damn, you are an idiot and you just did a horrible, horrible thing (even though i understand why).

i've been looking up grad schools in oregon and washington today. that'd be nice, wouldn't it? a nice change from kentucky.

i should always be doing something else but all i want to do is relax. i feel like i haven't really done that in three years.


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