there was a kid, with a head full of doubt
2011-10-30 | 12:26 p.m.
this makes me sad, mostly because i do remember him as a boy who was terribly mean to me, who made me miserable and made me feel as though i didn't deserve anything better.
i wonder how he's doing.
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"I already feel like an ass for doing what I did to you anyway."
"no big deal, brian, no big deal. you've got bigger things to worry about."
"It is a big deal. You just try to blow it off like it isn't."
and then i change the subject.
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i've got the end of a busy, busy semester ahead of me. it's driving me crazy already to think about it.
i just have this awful habit of getting along with most people and i just want people to be happy. i try so hard but god damn it never really works.
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ps. the avett brothers put on a damn good show.