ALSO THIS IS PATHETIC.
2012-01-20 | 11:00 p.m.
i am so obsessive it's ridiculous.
when my feelings get hurt here is the first thing i do: attempt to find the reason someone hurt my feelings, and try try try really hard to understand it to make it logical to make it not hurt my feelings.
the last part never happens. i just push all the emotions away, they build up, and they simmer for a really long damn time.
my feelings are really hurt, okay?
i said it.
they're really fucking hurt.
and blah blah i'm sure you don't care whatever. because you shouldn't have to. because i'm logical and i KNOW that.
but it doesn't mean i don't hurt any less.