inadequate
2012-02-16 | 8:22 p.m.
i have been working out very consistently. that's good, blahblah, yay, except that sometimes it is not good.
in general, i'm not a terribly competitive person. but now that i'm playing racquetball, running, strength training... i feel so inadequate. i feel like i need to be doing more all of the time so that i don't suck at any of these things.
granted, i don't "suck": i can run three miles, i can do five sets of ten reps of bench pressing the bar (45 lbs)... it doesn't feel like it's enough.
nothing is ever good enough. blah. sorry.
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nope, that's all.