tear down the house i grew up in, i'll never be the same again
2012-03-13 | 5:33 p.m.
besides lie on the couch and cry while watching Help!... which is what i may leave the library and do.
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i'm sorry, i'm sorry i know i'm a broken record but i've never had such a low point in all my life and i want to climb out but i don't know how. it's this heavy feeling on my chest that i'm never going to be successful or do what i want or have someone care for me or be who i want to be at all.
it's a waste of breath but i say it anyway.