everyone can do better than me.
26.06.12 | 10:34 pm
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my life is so full but my heart feels so empty.
i saw this boy i used to love today. i never knew it then--i remember entertaining the notion, maybe i love him, maybe but then discarding the thought. but i loved him so innocently i didn't recognize what it was. all i knew was that i wanted him to be happy more than almost anything.
rereading old diaries only makes it more clear.
now he'll clean the dvds i'm renting for free without a word even though i know it costs money.
funny how the world works, i guess.
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