deciding is the death of me. :/
16.07.12 | 7:56 pm
panera offered me $8.50 an hour, barnes and noble is calling to offer me a job, macy's told me they'd be offering me a job, and old navy wants me to come in and shadow for the shipment team on friday.
...and my teaching interview is thursday.
i'll know by fate by 4:30pm friday.
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i often sit and think that no one is interested in me romantically. but on the contrary: usually it's the fact that they're either annoying (brian), boring (michael), or i suspect they only want to fuck me (anil).
anil got in touch with me and wants to meet up, but i just don't feel good about it.
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there are pros and cons to everything and that is my downfall. i am paralyzed by indecision. i don't know what to do and i don't want to hurt anyone in the process.
my heart hurts because i can't figure out what's most important to me.
and i want someone to lean on.
i really do.