winding down
11.03.13 | 12:22 pm

i had a dream that liam dryden wanted to be my boyfriend. i had to give a speech for a girl graduating who i didn't know, and they gave me cards but wouldn't let me practice or figure out what to say. liam was trying to help me figure it out. eric showed up declaring his love for me and wanted to fight liam and i woke up.

when i did wake up i felt marginally better. there are times when i need to cry and be alone and feel that release. last night was one of those times.

i am okay. i always am.

sometimes i try to tell myself that one day, someone will love me again and it will maybe even get close to how i want it to be. this may or may not be true, but i think for now believing it is healthier than not.

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