one note song
17.04.13 | 9:52 pm

i want to scream on a regular basis.

thinking about the people my brother hangs out with (hung out with? is still hanging out with?) is making me literally sick to my stomach.

i have never done well dealing with stress. the only way i have is to talk. i've been sleeping poorly, my face is breaking out, i don't feel well.

i am always worried about someone or something.


i keep hoping that one day there will be someone who looks forward to talking to me as much as i look forward to talking to him, but pieces of that hope are slowly falling away.

i want to matter to you

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