one note song
17.04.13 | 9:52 pm
thinking about the people my brother hangs out with (hung out with? is still hanging out with?) is making me literally sick to my stomach.
i have never done well dealing with stress. the only way i have is to talk. i've been sleeping poorly, my face is breaking out, i don't feel well.
i am always worried about someone or something.
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i keep hoping that one day there will be someone who looks forward to talking to me as much as i look forward to talking to him, but pieces of that hope are slowly falling away.
i want to matter to you