just think about me you coloradan you
02.05.13 | 10:03 pm

i want to lie in bed and cry all night. a mixture of being so tired, writing papers all day, and feeling punched in the gut because you're so far away.

i ask you how it feels to be a coloradan and you say you're not quite there just yet but are glad to be there.

i wish i knew if there was a sliver of you that was sad about leaving (and pertained to me). i wish that for one second you thought about it being sad that now there is no chance.

tomorrow i am going to drink an entire bottle of wine (maybe) and cry (maybe) or just try to cheer myself up (maybe).

it is going to take longer to get through this than i thought.

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