here comes the sun, do do do do
26.05.13 | 12:02 pm

all of a sudden, last night i recognized that i will not get what i want from you. it just hit me--something i had known already, yes, but it was that sense of peace when you truly recognize it and it doesn't make you want to crumble to pieces.

there are good things ahead for me.

i am fine. and more than that, i am lucky. look at what i'm surrounded by: a family that sits out on the back deck listening to country music and talking to each other, dogs all around, these amazing friends who somehow love me even when i fall into these grooves of sadness and self pity, people who actually care.

you're included in those people, of course. but it feels different now. different in the best way.

there are good things ahead.

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