01.06.13 | 12:42 am

this is how it starts:

having an empty conversation
crying in my room alone
listening to stupid sad songs

loneliness is constant and i am so, so tired of it.

goddamnit i say it over and over and it just keeps getting worse

everything i want to say seems petty or stupid or not worth it or needy

i just can't.

my life is fucking STUPID because i already KNOW that you love cabin in the woods because LITERALLY THE FIRST TIME I TALKED TO YOU AFTER YOU ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK, you told me you were going to make chili and watch that stupid fucking movie and DEAR GOD I AM HOPELESS SOMEONE PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY

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