surprises coming my way
30.06.13 | 12:19 am

there are moments when it is obvious you're avoiding talking to me if i'm upset. they are frustrating and unfair, considering that i have never shied away from you in times of your need.

but then you say things like, "it's tough to get secrets out of me" and i still try to persuade you to tell me. you say, "only if it exceeds my want of surprising you...which it doesn't."

evidently it has to be sent to me and will take two weeks.


it is an intense back and forth motion for me. still.

i want to crawl under the covers and stay there until someone cares enough to drag me out.

i think that says a lot.

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