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23.07.13 | 4:38 pm
my niece addi and my nephew lane were both there, too. they're both so cute and they're both just like their father (not exactly a good thing). i want lane to keep his blonde curls but i know they'll fall straight and his hair will turn dark just like everyone else's.
my mother made me macaroni and cheese for dinner because she is the best and when i told her i didn't sleep well the night before and was tired, she made me go take a nap in her bed with the best pillows in the world.
ryan seth took me to get a s'mores blizzard. we hopped in his dilapidated yellow truck and he sang this song while telling me about his next plans. how he's looking for a job besides umpiring. how he's trying to form a future for himself and his girlfriend.
it's comforting.
my momma talked to me about the fact that i want to move away from kentucky for a while. she made a face. "mom, you have five other kids who are willing to stay in this very county." "yeah, but maybe they aren't the ones i want to stay close."
i forget sometimes that some people want me.