you'll never sink
28.07.13 | 11:21 pm

all the tension that was suddenly gone after that massage has come back. it's worse because now i notice it.

i go through my days and i'm happy enough, you know, and then i lie down to go to bed and, well. you know.

i die a little bit (in the best way) when someone says something slightly nice to me.

but i am also really good at brushing them off.

there's just this feeling deep down in my chest and i just can't explain it.

for the past couple of days i have been wondering how someone must see me just from what i've written here. how accurate are these slices of my life in response to the whole picture? do i measure up? better? worse?

i would like to take a bath.

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