another nightmare about getting married
16.11.13 | 5:32 am
i realized i was getting married. it's the day of the wedding. i am excited and getting everything ready and this time i have a beautiful dress but have forgotten a lot of things, including songs and jewelry and cake. my dad is helping me take care of these things and calming me down.
evidently sue and i are walking to where i am getting married from our house and we get to the gas station on the way and... i realize who it is i must be marrying. eric. it is always eric. my stomach drops. i don't want to keep moving. i stop in the parking lot and i won't go any further because i know, i know i know i know this is the worst idea and i can't do it.