i should live in salt
13.01.14 | 4:54 pm
i want to be better better better by then. in so many ways.
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today we were on the phone and he said that after he gets his degree, there's a good possibility that he could/would transfer to nashville, you know, since my family is pretty close. and i just said, "you know i don't want to live in kentucky right?" and he said, "yeah but it's not kentucky, it's just close," and then all of a sudden this felt very real and i got very scared.
i am a lot more afraid of commitment than i will admit to myself most of the time...