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03.09.14 | 7:18 pm
i am not good at expressing my feelings for a lot of good reasons. i ultimately shut off. shut down. when anyone seems like they are proving me wrong or being mean to me or not understanding.
it's immature, i guess.
what else am i supposed to do? not ever say any of this because it scares you, too? what kind of logic is that?
i feel stuck, i feel lost, i feel uncared for.
i reach out and people don't understand i'm reaching.
i feel so stupid trying to talk about anything.
should be reading oroonoko, should be reading montaigne, so behind already. wanna graduate and don't.
can't i just sleep for a few days?