matt knows nothing about my job search!
27.10.14 | 8:35 am
so yesterday we were talking on his way to work and he got mad at me for not reapplying to all of these stupid jobs with a colorado address instead of a kentucky one. i told him that i guess i just got more excited about the prospects of this job i heard back from lately. and he said, "you mean the one that doesn't have any opening?" and he was cruel about it.
we have already had conversations about how i want him to be supportive of my job search and that's literally all i need from him about it. whatever.
then i had a huge going-on about how much pressure i was under for the job search, teaching classes, taking classes, and studying for my oral exam, while he just does to his stupid job.
later on, i found out he literally couldn't tell me anything about my interview this week, and he also couldn't tell me anything about my interviews last week, not even the job i was offered.
he tried to twist this into a positive thing about how he doesn't care what job i get as long as it takes me to colorado. but it still proves he doesn't care.
anyway, i was just super upset about it all night until 1:30am and i was all, "i have to go to SLEEP because i have an INTERVIEW tomorrow and i have to TEACH."
maybe i'm too harsh.
but mostly i think that's unacceptable. something taking up so much of my time, something i talk incessantly about...and he knows literally nothing.
i guess the argument is over but i still feel terrible about it.
whatever, i want to listen to taylor swift's new album forever. who cares.