sad truth
24.07.15 | 6:26 pm
today, i was offered a full time ESL instructor position... for $20,500 a year.
the last half hour has just been spent crying.
there is nothing for me here. the jobs just don't exist. they literally don't.
i'm tired of trying. if i stay with my current school, i'll have four classes, plus an executive student for two months (an extra 9 hours a week for that long). it's better pay, even if i'm not paid for planning.
i'm so... sad. depressed a little, even. my master's degree that i worked so hard for is worth nothing. less than nothing.
and all it boils down to is:
i know i can't stay here.