i can take charge
17.08.15 | 7:00 pm
the thing that worries me the most, i think, is that if i'm caught in such terrible weather, it's far less likely that there are people near who can get to me. who would get to me.
i think i'm homesick.
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after a weekend full of alcohol and candy and an excess of sex (which was like a huge, beautiful release of stress), i'm starting this week off right.
i've been eating fruit and vegetables all day, i walked the dogs one mile and we ran a mile, and i did a half hour of yoga. i've been guzzling water and i feel relaxed and healthy and happy.
i think maybe i've found my dedication again.
(but this was only possible because i left work two hours early, afraid of the impending storm.)