06.05.17 | 4:17 pm

I've gained between 10-15 lbs in a little over a year. It started mid-spring semester last year when I realized how unhappy I was.

This morning I made a giant pot of pasta, ate all of it, ate some muddy buddies, ate some skittles, and then somehow stopped myself from eating everything else in the house (which doesn't always happen).

I'm so, so lonely. It's a Saturday, matt is at work, and I have no one to see. No plans. No connections.

I am honestly just so sad. I really want to go home, but I feel like I can't leave my job. I love my job. But I can't keep feeling like this.

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