17.09.17 | 5:24 pm

i cried on him at the wedding on accident, the tears streaming down my face and me unable to stop them. i don't know what caused it. it just happened. and now i hate myself because i should be better than this, i should be stronger than this, and i thought i was doing a good job, being an adult, being friends. but my god, my heart still hurts so deeply, and i can't stop it.

i don't know why, but no matter where i am or what i'm doing, i'm still just so fucking miserable.

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