itching to get away
30.03.18 | 7:22 pm
sometimes it makes me wonder if in our relationship, it was really just me and my personality that was the problem. (i typically don't subscribe to this, but tonight, i think i do.)
plus, sometimes i just miss being matt's friend. i've recently seen some memes that i know he would enjoy, and being able to just send them would be nice. but i can't - and that was his decision, and i have to respect that.
it pains me to say this, but i am so tired of being single. i am so tired of living in the middle of nowhere, meaning there are few opportunities to date (and what opportunities there are result in me driving at least an hour).
for now, i guess i'll just read my book and drink wine like i always fucking do, because this is my life, and this is where i'm at, and no matter how much i dislike that fact, it's true.