i just feel so tired
30.08.18 | 5:42 pm

i am vacillating somewhat violently between having a ton of energy and being super productive and goal-oriented and excited about the future... to not wanting to get out of bed, mindlessly scrolling my phone, feeling my heartbeat race just thinking about possible problems that may come up in my possible future that make me want to not do anything risky or exciting ever again.

i made an inquiry to a therapy center and... they never got back to me. haha. (they were supposed to respond within 72 hours, but it's been a week and a half.)

i have so many things i want to do but it's so overwhelming and anxiety-inducing that... i don't.

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