at peace
09.09.18 | 1:58 pm
now, i no longer feel so desperate for it. for now, i feel so much at peace. i’m more focused on my own goals, on where i want to go. i am getting incredibly excited about applying for this program in france.
i am not worrying about if i’ll be alone this time next year because, if i’m lucky, i’ll be in france this time next year. why would i even want a boyfriend then?
i did my day 2 workout today (like four days late tbf) for my 10k plan and i ran for 20 mins straight without stopping.
i haven’t gotten drunk in three weeks. i may drink a single cider and then want to fall asleep instead. i want to wake up in the morning with energy to get stuff done.
i feel good.
i feel like i’m moving forward.