wedding pt. 2
13.10.18 | 9:10 pm

the wedding was beautiful. they always are. my family is fun and we like drinking and singing lots of songs and someone kept filling up my wine glass.

but now i'm home, in my bed alone.

sometimes i think, well people just need to be around me and get to know me and then they'll like me.

and other days i think, i'm hideous, and it literally doesn't matter because no one will ever love me.

tonight, it's mostly the latter.

but it was a beautiful wedding. somebody said at some point, "it's practically the last johnston wedding!" because no one really thinks i'll ever get married. (bret doesn't count, he has a girlfriend.)

the end. (i'm drunk.) (but not *that* drunk.)

index
older
profile
notes
etc.
<< | >>