i’ll probably cry at some point tonight
13.01.19 | 12:00 pm

i unmatched fernando finally, but then i started unmatching...everyone. and snoozing my profiles. and just downright deleting the apps.

so, no more worrying about dating until after i’m twenty-nine. one solid month away. an entire thirty-one days of only worrying about myself.

i’m going to read and do this workout plan i found and do thirty-one days of yoga and cook.

and it’s going to be great.

it’s sad, honestly, how doing this makes me feel so scared or worried or something. like i’m going to miss out on something so important, like i’m deliberately cutting myself off, like it means i’m never going to find anyone, ever.

and really, should that even actually be scary?

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