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12.04.19 | 6:16 pm


i didn't get the fulbright.

i did, though, get accepted into the regular program. montpellier. on the mediterranean.

and i'm still so, so, so deflated.

there is a lot here tied up in how i see myself, in what i think i'm worth. how i believe that almost the only things i have to offer are being relatively smart, ambitious, accomplished, and good at my job. and now, of course, that all feels a little shaky. what am i left with now.

(even that is a little too over dramatic for me.)


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