20.10.19 | 10:01 pm

tonight i am in a place where it feels as though i don’t understand what anyone wants from me. once i think i’ve grasped it, it changes.

i’m sleepy and i think i’ve made some bad choices over the last few days. nothing really of consequence, but enough to make me rethink how i’m doing things.

i nearly wrote “my heart hurts” but that’s actually not true.

and honestly, i think it’s more like i don’t understand what *i* want. it keeps changing. flipping back and worth. and i just can’t quite nail it down.

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