multicultural dinner
16.11.19 | 2:21 pm
i am grateful to have fallen into a community like this.
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but it’s still difficult. we played a word game (similar to taboo or monikers), but in french - and i can tell you that it’s quite difficult when you’re playing a game like this in a language that you aren’t too adept in.
i find it odd the different reactions i get from people. it’s legitimately 50/50 between people who tell me i speak well and people who say (or insinuate) that i really don’t.
it’s difficult for me to know that in our group, i am clearly the one with the worst language skills. i am trying to improve (when i told angela about my feelings the other day, she gave me the same advice everyone does - watch tv, listen to podcasts and music, make yourself talk more - and i explained that i do all of that and more).
i learned a lot of new words in the game, however. so there’s some good in that.
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right now it’s 2:30 and i’m still just sitting on the couch. (to be fair, i walked emma for an hour, went grocery shopping, made lunch, and started to book things for brittany’s trip.)
i should shower. go shopping for more blankets, maybe a hat. i might meet some new people tonight for some wine, so maybe i shouldn’t look like a trash person.
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i want to be better but sometimes i am overwhelmed by how far i have to go.