running again
24.12.19 | 5:31 pm
i haven't been running. haven't been pushing my body in that way (besides daily gentle yoga).
and it felt good.
but it was born out of disgust, out of what i'd eaten, out of the swell of my belly.
and that's not something i feel good about.
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tonight, i am going to my coworker's house for christmas eve dinner. two people there will be able to speak english, but i am (rightfully) expected to speak mostly in french. i am nervous the closer the time gets to leaving, but that is okay. it's going to be fine. and it's going to be an extravagant, traditional french dinner. what's not to like?