a night in amsterdam
29.12.19 | 8:39 am
it took me back to colorado, of sitting on the couch with matt, telling him i was focusing too much on my breathing, my swallowing, and too much in my head. and he’d talk me through it, distract me, hold me, whatever it took until i calmed down again.
traveling alone during the day is marvelous, but once it gets dark and it seems there’s only drinking and dancing and eating and smoking left to do...