24.01.20 | 2:55 pm

turns out what nicolas meant by "not looking for anything romantic" was friendship and not sex, which is what i assumed. so i'm quite pleased with the outcome. we had a couple of drinks and talked in french (a little) and english (a lot), but he complimented my accent ("your french is the best i've heard so far. i don't hear the typical us accent") and that has brought me back from the brink of thinking i'm absolutely horrible and understand no french at all.

friends are good. friendship is good.

i think that's the kind of love where i excel. friendship. maybe that's all i actually need.

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