it’s like i’ve been homesick all year
10.02.20 | 10:53 pm
i went on a date with a sweet man named sami who talked entirely too fast in french but was ultimately very kind and is not the kind of person who would push me into anything.
tomorrow i have another date with david and we are going to a bar to play board games. i am really excited, even though he essentially does not respond to me on the weekends.
and i saw you while i was walking home, and i think you saw me too. but i just kept walking.
i don’t have to engage with things i know are unhealthy. i can be better.
i can be better.