cue the freaking out
14.03.20 | 11:05 pm

a few things.

1. starting tomorrow, all non-essential commerce is closed in france. pharmacies, groceries, banks, these things remain open. nothing else. i anticipate within a week or two, we'll be asked to just stay inside.

2. you're visiting your parents this weekend (nearby) and have not tried to see me. there are a lot of things going on right now, but my feelings are hurt.

3. i have been really chill about all this virus stuff but now i'm actually scared, and i'm scared because when it comes down to it, i'm alone here. none of my teachers have checked on me (one sent a message friday after the news about the schools, but that's it).

4. i don't know what to do. i feel very alone. i am trying to reach out but i feel very alone. and depending on who i'm with or who i'm talking to, i feel like i'm either freaking out over nothing or too chill. i don't know what to do. i just want to cry.

5. nothing else really matters. just staying safe i guess. i'm not even afraid that i'm going to get sick. just being so alone. in my tiny apartment. what am i supposed to do

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