07.05.20 | 10:32 pm

more dreams about getting married even though i don’t want to. i guess it’s a manifestation of the stress.

today i felt completely brain dead. unable to focus on anything. unable to make myself do anything.

but finally around 7pm, i took emma on another walk and i guess it breathed some air into me. i came back inside and spent two hours making random esl lessons about music / the beatles.

i miss teaching. i miss having my own classroom and my own students.

i think i’m walking around feeling like i no longer have a purpose. i do the same exact things every day and i’ve hit a bit of a breaking point with it.

but it will all come together. it will be okay.

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