21.06.20 | 8:24 pm

i guess it was the opposite, then. y’all aren’t seeing each other anymore. you said thanks, you need some you time, the netflix is going to help.

i think i want to stop all of this now.

i know the adult thing to do is to actually tell you and explain or whatever, but honestly, it feels so useless to do that for so many reasons. it doesn’t feel worth the trouble.

it doesn’t even feel worth the trouble to list them out, even as they’re running through my mind.

maybe i’m just fucking annoying though.

what i would like is for it to be all out of my head. i don’t want it anymore. i’m tired of thinking i’m done with it and then realizing i’m not. tired of repeating myself.


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