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08.07.20 | 5:48 pm
and now i'm feeling that again. a miniature version, that is. about you.
this is for the best.
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i am so tired of my own patterns. of feeling so special because of a bit of attention, and eventually realizing that the person is what i dislike the most: just inconsiderate.
above all, inconsiderate.
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i watched all of normal people. that show hurts. it hurts over and over and over. but it's so good, and so well done, and i can't wait to devour the book now.
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my emotions have been on high alert for about a week now. i'm responding healthfully. doing yoga when the emotions start rising in my chest or clamping down on my shoulders. drinking a glass of water. going for a run.
to be honest with you, i just want to sleep all day.
i'm struggling a bit with my productivity.
and then struggling with the guilt i feel about that.
but things will be fine. they always are.
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i think...
i'm sad.