19.08.20 | 7:43 am

it's like every action i take is followed by an inner monologue of "you're disgusting, why did you do that, this is the reason for x y and z, you do this to yourself, you are not worth it"

and it just gets so tiring having to always fight against those feelings

god i sound like a spoiled teenager

"i'm being dramatic sorry" i said

story of my life

and of people changing the subject either in an attempt to make me feel better or to not hear me

in this case probably the latter

i'm gonna go walk my dog

it's cold outside

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