à quoi bon ?
16.10.20 | 9:29 pm

this has to be the weather, the time of year. i literally only want to lie in bed and watch tv. and i want attention, but i’m not getting it in the way i’d prefer.

i will probably delete the dating app, again, very soon. it sounds pessimistic but it feels true: there’s literally no point.

my french is suffering. i’m not reading as much.

i’m just tired. like everyone else.

my parents have custody of my niece for at least the next two months now too.

i want more than anything for someone to just sit on the couch with me, watch tv, drink wine, and talk to me. that’s it.

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