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01.03.21 | 8:46 pm
it may just be that i'm more tired than i think i am right now (i slept about four hours last night after basically lying in bed all weekend due to the horrific symptoms i had thanks to the second dose of the vaccine), but i feel... slightly crazy.
on edge.
light headed.
instagram asked me if i wanted to follow matt, who is a new user, and i suppose it has gotten me thinking about the fact that despite the many, many flaws in our relationship, i was always 100% certain that he loved me, beyond a shadow of a doubt. i knew that he would stick with me no matter what.
i wonder if i will ever find that again.
no wonder i stuck with it for so long. (and how selfish it is to write that down.)