even more of the same
05.10.21 | 7:18 pm
i have to keep telling myself that he's done the right thing. that all of this would've been unnecessarily hard to begin with. that he's not going to text me randomly one day and tell me he misses me and he made a mistake.
but i think that's just part of it. it's how these things go, isn't it? you can accept it, but your feelings aren't immediately going to go away.
i just can't get over how great it felt to be seen and understood and desired by someone i actually found genuinely lovely and smart and kind.
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the only way out is through.