this feels nice
07.12.21 | 6:07 pm
this feels so lovely and kind.
because it is december, and it is the holidays, he is about to meet my many friends and family members. he is a lot quieter than me, a lot more introverted, and a little stressed about it all, but willing to do it.
all i want to do when i come home from work is to be able to lay on a couch with his arms wrapped around me.
this feels healthy. i am not obsessive or worried. it feels secure.
i know it might sound cheesy or silly, but i think my experience with james -- being so incredibly open with someone for once, feeling so utterly accepted for once -- led me to be able to be here, in this moment, to recognize what is in front of me and to appreciate it.
i like him.
a lot.