chilly in here
08.06.22 | 5:36 pm
i swear, time is flying. it already feels like summer is halfway over. my summer school class almost is, anyway.
it's either that or the fact that it seems i must plan each of my days so far ahead of time in order to make sure i see everyone and do everything i want or need to do.
i wish everyone i knew lived in the same place again. what a thing to take for granted.
last night, ball games were canceled, so addi and i just went to travis and kelsey's house and played with the kids for an hour because why not? i miss being able to do this in general with friends and whomever. i wish i lived somewhere it was possible, that we all did. but i guess life takes everyone in different directions.
tomorrow will be my last therapy session for... who knows how long? i've been having more physical symptoms of my anxiety (hands falling asleep due to weird breathing patterns, the irritability that comes when it feels i can't make a decision or that i have too much to do, heart palpitations...) so i suppose we'll talk more about that. but i've been managing them decently well. i suppose that's the ticket.
this time next month i'll be in europe with my parents and with seth. i am both apprehensive and massively looking forward to it.
had a dream about matt the other night. that was interesting.
should get back to working on my classes for next year...