in which i discuss boys and body image
2010-07-09 | 10:32 p.m.
a couple of weeks ago, you said to me, "you're not ready to marry me. i can tell." your voice didn't hold sadness, just matter-of-fact.
i never technically answered the question.
but you're starting to change my mind.
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you think you're being cute by insinuating things, but more than anything you're making me feel awkward. don't complicate this, alright?
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it's interesting to me that i'm the heaviest i've ever been, the fittest i've ever been, and the most accepting of myself that i've ever been, all at the same time.